few words

well....
what can I say......
I want to write longer >.<
I really want to >.<
but now... I only have half an hour before I have to catch the bus and here I am, still haven't got out of my cozy bed yet.
hehehehe

even when I have spare time.....
I spent if for "Legend" the Korean drama series, hehehe
the story is good, the legend is... somehow... sad :(
and honestly, I hate sad ending stories, so I hope the drama will have a happy ending (I'm watching episode 8 out of 24).

and oh.....
I got my final 2nd ROA already!!!!
my average is 86 :(
T.T
I hate accounting report
and the group member of the other report is.. er... not so... fortunate >.<
(sigh.............)
what can I do..
it's life.. so.. ENJOY it!!!!!!!!!
^^

This year Valentine's day is quite ordinary for me.
I hope for nothing
since I'm going to work the whole day anyway
hahaha
strangely, I got a strange dream, that made me wrote this poet on the morn of the "V" day

I have no hope with you
I thought
I’ve given up on you
I thought
I’ve been over you
I thought

Saat kubuka mata
Di senja tadi
Aku terhenyak
Dalam mimpi
Engkau ada

There’s a breakfast in front of the door
With a little note,
Make sure that I have breakfast before I go to work
(something that I’ve really rarely done)
there’s a message on my cell
shy, awkward words

semua itu
ciptaan khayalan saat tidur
menyingkap keinginan hati
yang terkubur

something impossible
things that will not happen in reality

harapan kosong
belaka

Today
Just like yesterday
I’m not hoping for anyone

Well, the valentine's day is quite good actually.
I got the whole atmosphere since I'm working in a restaurant and you can guess our customers would be couples, and even we gave some special extra decoration and services. One of my college, he's a player I could tell, he gave every single working woman in the restaurant a rose, so I got a rose. Well, I dried it for sure, like I did with every rose that came to my possession lol, but the best part is....... I got a lot of tips!!!! lol
I love Valentine's day ^^

so many things in my mind... so little time

after I've been isolated in the online world (my internet is not working at all!! well, except from my cell phone), so many things have run through my mind...
so many things that I want to write, but I couldn't
I don't have the media
I don't have the time (working 10-12 hours a day is exhausting)
sometimes I have them so solid in my mind but I'm too lazy to write them down
hehehe
my old disease..
yeah... I know

starting from the..
Valentine
human instinct
working
power of mind
and the last.... from today....
the truth or lies of history and governments (I've just finished reading an analysis of an NTU student that is rumored to try to kill his prof. and did suicide, well, it's just an analysis from 1 point of view, the truth is something that no one knows since the subject of the story is no longer live in this world)
well, the subject is not about this person, but I got an idea to write about another subject that is inspired by this, about the lies in the histories that we learned.
well, the history from every country is different, well, just take the easy one, the winner is always the the good side.
for example, if and only if, NAZI never lost, maybe the history that we learn today, that Hitler is a good man, well, of course all of the killings will be covered anyway, and no one knows about it, or maybe just keep silent and no one is going to talk about it. Or even if we know that he was an evil man which kills a lot of people, we still got some good points about him. If and only if, he won.
and it's also depends on which country you are.. the same event will have different stories depends on which side did you learn about it.

anyway, I'm not going to discuss this longer, I got to go to Zurich, and I need to catch my bus to catch my train.
hehehehe