Thursday, March 13, 2008

the fate of a stagiere

well...
it's been a long time since the last time I wrote.
but to be honest, it has been a couple of times that I really want to write.
but... after working for the whole day...
I'm not in a mood to write anything..
though actually there are lots of things that I want to share.
just like today..

My boss has a picture of birds sitting in a bird stand that shape like a pyramid and it resembles of the organizations.
the highest position always see shit at the bottom, though it is his own shit!!!
and of course as being on the bottom, the birds are covered with shits from the birds in upper positions, and all that they could see is their asses!!!
we have a good laugh about it.

but it happens to me today!!!

yup...
it's the shit from the upper position, but of course, as being at the bottom, we got the blame.

well,
every Thursday there's a deep cleaning, that we should clean all the tables, including the under of the table.
usually I always do the back office, it means I clean and refill all of the bottles, tea, etc..
and I remember that on the earlier weeks, I did tell my supervisor about the deep cleaning, and of course, I never checked on him.
I just do my job in back office, when it's finished, and the other's finished, then of course I thought that they have done everything..
he's a supervisor, of course he knows what to do. (or... it should be)
but it turns out that they never done it.
and today we worked with other supervisor, and then... he found out about everything..
so... of course the under tables are very dirty..
and he reports to the upper boss..
and of course..
the blame goes to the birds at the bottom...

and one thing that I learned about life in work...
just say yes to your boss..
what ever that they said. (of course just until certain limits)
coz..
it happens before that the upper bird set a cold war.
try to find any single tiny mistake, even if it's not a mistake!!!
at that time.. I don't even have any mood to work.
so I learned, whatever that he says, just say yes.
whatever that he thinks ok, just say ok, (though it might be really silly or unreasonable!!!!)
so even now they put a blame, just accept it.
don't want any problem.
what I had is enough already.
I rather be put in a blame by those upper birds than having another cold war by another upper bird.

this is life by the way..
as everyone knows..
it's unfair
coz we have to live inside it, get used to it.