why?

why?
every time I see you I hope for something
why?
every time I've arranged my heart you mess it up again
why?
you gave me hope when I didn't hope for it
and you gave me none when I did hope for it!!

why are you so unreadable??
both, you and I..
we're not meant to be together
just keep the distance

or.. is it just in my thoughts???

finished internship!!!!!

just yesterday, I worked for the last time.
now formally, I've finished my first internship!!!!
^^

ga nyangka ya 6 bulan berlalu begitu saja
awalnya..
rasanya 6 bulan tuh masih lama banget.
tapi skarang... ternyata... gw dah selesai kerja!!!!!
senang banget rasanya.

tadi gw juga udah terima reference letter dari maitre d'hotel ku, it's a good one.
Thank you Mr. Tanguy ^^
ga sia" de kerja susah payah bareng si supervisor yang rese itu dulu. hehehe

now, the only thing that I need to do is PACKING PACKING PACKING!!!!!!!!!
time to go back to Indonesia!
^^
well, a short vacation in Singapore too..
hehe
;)

my thoughts at the moment

it's been a long time since the last time I wrote...

sure it is..

I don't even know where to start now.

though.. I do feel the pressure to write, specially now.. I have an idea for a novel.

inspired by the place I lived now.

....

true.. I don't have much time to think and to write...

but still the idea keep coming..

I just hope someday I could write them down as a complete story

^^