Merry Christmas ^^

To: Everyone...

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From: Vincentia Vianney V. C. W.

Ps: ini bukti bahwa gw ga ada kerjaan lain di malam Natal


Plus: D#$%, I spent so many minutes to make it, but the blogger erased the form :( It's supposed to be a Christmas Tree!!!!!!!!!!!
A nice, good looking, cute Christmas Tree!!!!!!!!
:(
Oh well, do look and think of it as a Christmas Tree!!!!
:D

Lonely Christmas

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Today is Christmas Eve..
bur for a person that celebrates it alone, today is just another day..

Yes.. I miss my family far away from here
that I'm so sure they are having a big feast over there like always..

I miss my friends
and I'm sure they are with their family having fun

If I were there, with my family,
I would have no time to sit in front of my laptop
I would wear my best dress
having a gala dinner
chat and taking pictures with my cousins
waiting for midnight,
waiting for the presents to come..

This is the third Christmas in a row that I spent without them
I guess, this is the price that I have to pay
for my pride of independence
going to adulthood

I'm no longer a child
nor a teenager
that live sheltered under the family's wings

Before, I don't hate the idea of living alone
even for the rest of my life
I think I would like that
without any strings that would bind me to things
that I don't really like

But spending such a festive night alone
I start to imagine,
maybe someday
when I have my own familiy
this day would be festive again
just like my childhood days

Yes.. this thought surprised me
I thought I would be fine alone
even when my friend that was living alone told me not to
she told me to find a husband someday
living alone is too lonely
I replied 'well, I could handle it'
but now...
maybe she's right

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Me, you, Us...

we used to be so close
and now that we are apart

is it me?
is it you?
or... is it us?

could it be possibly the winter?
or it might be was just the game?

when we lost it
we lost us too

or is it time to be blame
for not going around like it used to be
for me
for you
for us??

or maybe.. it is true
that I've changed
my world move fast
and yours stand still

it hurts to think
to know what's been lost

when memories are questioned
when we ran out of words
for you
for me
for us??

it's painful to imagine
yet it's keep coming

and now...
the fire's lit,
and what is it that it'll burn?

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Mules...

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kudengar gemuruh
mengguncang tubuh
hati mengeruh
tubuhku rapuh

perasaanku tak enak
intuisiku tak baik

tak lama lagi
dapat kukatakan
kukan kembali berlari
bersembunyi di ruang kecil

kudengar gemuruh
mengguncang tubuh
hati mengeruh
tubuhku rapuh

yang menghantuiku sejak
siang tadi

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Terinspirasi dari keadaan perut yang sungguh tak enak..
dan didorong oleh rasa sesal telah menghabiskan ice cream itu tadi siang.......
T.T

trying snowboarding

Yup..
besok.. will be the first time I'll try snow boarding
olahraga yang populer banget di kalangan anak muda swiss
hm...
never tried it before, it's time to try :D
I'm not good with cold.. I know, I do love snow, but I can't stay with them for long
well, I got to try at least once right?
:D

besok is going to be the day..

yah.. walau sebenernya badan ini masih pegel linu gara" horse riding kemaren...
tapi...
semoga semoga semoga besok udah ga pegel" lagi :D

udah siapin kompress panas nih.. buat menghilangkan pegal linu di badan hehehe

waaaa I'm so excited..
though in the same time... nervous, anxious, and afraid
I'm afraid that it's not going to be a pleasant time for me..
I'm afraid that it's going to be too cold or rough for me..

well,
I got to try to find out right?
maybe I'm going to enjoy it
maybe I'm going to love it
who knows....

^^