Tuesday, January 29, 2008

my frist days of work

work work work
what so special about working?
it's tiring!!!!
I'm so tired!!
I am!!!
just finished the second day of work, and I'm so tired...
though actually it's not much different with the works that I've done in Market Place before, but of course now with longer working hours and more things to do that now I'm a stagiere, not just a student.

there are 3 other students that work in cafetaria too, Tammy, Danang, and Akiebu. and for French restaurant, it's Silavaria and Ian. I think all of us could do well.. or I hope so.. hehehe

Plus, now we have a new chef, a Vietnam chef!!! at last... the food in Market Place has a little bit of flavor!!! not like before.. tasteless.. well, no offense but.. a.. um.. to be honest... sometimes, you know sometimes the food is great. but.. um.. usually,.. not that good..
XD

since now I'm working in that place.. I really hope that the food is good.
really good.. hehehe

well, talking about food.... I'm hungry now...
hahaha

Sunday, January 27, 2008

miss my friends!!!!!

wow...
they just left about 1 hour..
and I miss them so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so lonely here...
without my friends..
maybe I'm used to have them all around me.
everywhere...
everytime...
and now....

T.T
so lonely
till I want to cry...
I miss you..... my friends....
>.<

keep in touch plizz, though all of us are in different places..
and hope we could meet soon!!!

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Exam's over!!!!!!

yay...
exam's over!!!
no more exams...
hehehehe

^^

btw.. I didn't study today..
hahahaha
and I had 3 exams!!!!!
coz... I really overslept..
xp
..
hahahaha

the worst one is... hospitality studies...
I thought it's going to be like other exams...
with true or falses, multiple choices, short anwers, and 1 essay question...
but..
..
..
you know what happened????
for 2 hours exam, the longest exam that we have..
coz the others are 1 hour, 1 hour 15 minutes, 1 hour 45 minutes....
it's just 6 ESSAY QUESTIONS!!!!!!
6!!!!!!
when I open the exam paper today...
I just stared at it for 5 minutes... without doing anything!!!
xp
well..
who cares...

it's over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even the WSET is over...
the wine and bar kinda again...
xp

time to the practical...
time to party... though maybe I won't get one..
hahaha
xp

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

I was being bullied!!!!

this is what happened in the exam days...
when most of the students in a crazy state....

late at night..
in the Grand Hall..
when few of the students were still studying..
I was being bullied!!!
by my own friends!!!!!
by cosmo, dicky, and Jason..
and whaness just laughing!!!

duh...
udah lama banget gw ga lari" kayak gini..
lari keliling grand hall dikejer cosmo..
di angkat, di kelitikin....
pokoknya gila banget!!!!!
udah sampe teriak" juga..
untuk udah jam 1 an pagi.. jadi grand hall dah sepi..
tapi klo masih rame, mungkin mereka ga berani kali bully kayak gitu..
hahaha
udah bener" efek orang stess tuh...
stress gara" wine & bar sorenya dan F&B untuk besoknya...
yang terakhir, mereka dudukin aku di kursi yang ada rodanya, trus di dorong ma di puter"..
nah.. klo yang ini agak seru.. kayak naik roller coaster..
dan jujur dalam ketegangan exam kayak gini...
kegilaan emang jadi salah satu pelampiasan!!
hahaha

Monday, January 21, 2008

Wine And Bar Progress

ok...
I'm still studying...
and in a big progress luckily....

I got my study mood
^^
Thanks to Michael and Emily..
we started a question and answering session ..
and voila.. it works!!!!!
I got my study mood..
Hooray!!!!!
hehehe

Learn some regions at last..
I'm still in a mood for studying even at 1.30 am!!!!
ok, so far...
I've studied....

grape varieties
the regions..

(well, some of them.. even if it's not wrong!!!
coz.. eventually we JUST realize that some answers in our question and answer things are wrong!!!
even when we checked in the book... it's not consistent!!!
different answer in different chapter!!!
so confusing!!!)

ah well, what ever!!!
hahaha

just remember some extra things...
like....
chabis only have Chardonnay
Pinot Gris is a grape variety from Italy that grows in veneto, friuli, and..... .. .. trentino (just chechking the book again xp)
most of the wine grapes grows in coastal region of South Africa.. except for Cabernet Sauvignon that also grows in Stellenbosch and Sauvignon Blanc in Constantia.
Argentina has something... in.. Mendoza and Cafayette oh it's Cabernet Sauvignon and Merlot. and Chardonnay only in Mendoza.
Riesling only grows in Germany and Alsace.
Beaujolais produce from Gamay.
Australia mainly produce Syraz..

Labels:
france : AOC vin de pays vin de table
Germany : QmP Deutscher Landwein Deutscher Tafelwein
QbA
Italy : DOCG IGT Vino da Tavola
DOC
Spain : DOC Vino de la Tierra Vino de Mesa
DO
Portugal : DOC Vinho regional Vinho de Mesa

...
...

plizz.. give me luck in doing this exam...........
hehehe

Sunday, January 20, 2008

I Hate Wine & Bar....!!!!!!!!!!

I hate..
this wine and bar thing!!!!!!!
It's sucks!!!!!

it's crazy to study such things...
so many of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you read it...
you forget it instantly!!!!!
trust me....

it's really.. f***ing hard to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gosh........ !!!!!!

Usually I have my friends to study together..
to study everything that is difficult together.
to make it so much easier...
but..
now..
I'm alone...
none of them could help me..
..
HELP!!!!
-- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- - -- -
SOS!!!!

I know that I'll never walk alone..
but can I never study alone too?????
hehehe
xp

miss all of you my friends, my study group...!!!!!
T.T

oh no... not again!!

oh no..
it's happening AGAIN!!!!!

the same reason why I shut all the doors even the windows.
and now...
..
..
..
I'm sorry... I didn't mean to be like that..
sorry to hurt you,
but you take it wrong!!!!!
I didn't mean to be like that..
sorry...
my writings are abstract..
it's just everything that's in my mind..
for I wrote it for my friends..
only certain friends that actually really understand for those.
I wrote it for THEM
sorry for the miss understanding...
>.<
I really am....
and for the things that you said...
sorry...
but...
no..
I can't..

not all that you think it's true!!
I'm sorry..
I shouldn't give you any hope like that..
it's not what I meant.
no...
I'm not ready for that
and maybe..
I will never be ready..

I can't start something new like that..
it's human to remember

I can't be that close to you anymore.
you know that..
and plizz..
face the truth...
it will never be come true..

go on with your life
live the fullest of it
look back for wisdom

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Wine and Bar... Try and.. Bye...

Subject yang paling membosankan... ever!!!!!!!!!!
ga membosankan banget sih..
tapi, teorinya itu loh.. ga tahan...
klo prakteknya sih emang ga ngebosenin sama skali...
gimana ga, praktikalnya... itu tuh nyicip" wine and spirits...
total dari semua wine and spirit yang pernah kita cicip itu tuh lebih dari 70!!!!!!
asyik?? mungkin.. tapi, trust me deh, ga semua wine and spirit itu enak!!
I don't like most of the wine... except for the sweet wines, and certain wines.
Wine itu tuh, susah buat diminum... kadang baunya aneh, rasanya.. asem banget, apalagi itu tuh cepet banget bikin muka gw merah, padahal gw ga mabok sama skali..
muka gw semerah warnanya red wine!!!
trus, spirits juga rasanya tuh.. alkoholnya terlalu kuat...
ga tahan gw minumnya.
ok, practicalnya... I don't hate that much...
tapi....
klo yang namanya teori....
ntah kenapa dari dulu gw ga suka sama pelajaran teori.
ntah kenapa yang namanya teori dari dulu tuh susah banget buat nyantol di kepala gw.
dan wine and bar ini punya teori yang paling membosankan untuk dipelajari.
Aku sih bisa tahan ya soal sejarahnya, keunikannya, atau cerita" khususnya..
malah sangat menarik lagi bagi aku.
tapi..................
teori di wine and bar ini nih.....
bisa dibilang pelajaran
geografi
kimia
fisika
sejarah
hukum
sosial
bahasa
yang digabung jadi satu.
beneran dech.

kita mesti tau itu jenis anggurnya, cara harvestnya, kapan aja, gimana aja, trus cara pembuatannya untuk jadi wine, preserve nya..
blom lagi nama daerah, desa, negara, yang banyak dan anehnya minta ampun.
trus tuh juga fermentasinya, pembotolannya, trus juga ada label yang menyangkut hukumnya.
trus sosial masyarakatnya, dan ga kalah...
namanya yang bisa beragam sesuai negara.
..
..
..
subject yang paling susah itu wine and bar.
bener" sekali try... rasanya udah langsung mo ngomong bye...
dan persentasi kegagalan buat subject ini dari seluruh skolah itu 80% kali...
banyak dari temen gw yang udah angkat tangan klo menyangkut wine and bar...
tapi gw ga mau gagal!!!!!

gw jadi keinget, waktu itu Mr. Cathecis kasih kita video tentang Scotch Whiskey, dalam rangka membuat teorinya lebih menarik. jadi, itu video kasih kita liat sebuah vine yard di Scotland, dengan cara pembuatan whiskeynya, mesin"nya, dan sebagai pelengkap semua itu... narator dengan logat scotland. dan ketahuilah.. logat scotland itu ga gampang buat dimengerti...
jadi, lampu kelas diredupkan, dan mr. cathecis pindah ke belakang kelas untuk ikut menonton video....
dan ampuuuuuuunnnnn....... susah banget buat menjaga mata ini untuk tetap terbuka!!!!!!!!!!!
gw berapa kali bolak balik alam mimpi dan nyata...
dan akhirnya, waktu gw liat sekeliling.....
ada pemandangan yang membuatku langsung terjaga.
teman" kelasku sedang tidur nyenyak!!!!!!!!!!!
ada yang dengan polosnya tidur di atas meja.
ada yang kepalanya ditopang tangan dan tidur.
ada yang dengan senderan di kursi dan nunduk.
ada yang senderan trus dongak.
ada yang kepalanya angguk" terus....
sumpah... lucu banget!!!!!!
aku langsung nahan ketawa dan ngikik" sendiri....
padahal sebelumnya...
I'm one of them.. haha
bahkan sampai videonya selesai..
ada yang masih berada di alam sana, dan harus dibangunin...
terbukti kan betapa susah dan membosankannya teori itu...
tapi klo sudah masuk yang namanya praktek..
tentu ga ada yang tidur...
apalagi setelah praktek... seisi kelas jadi happy banget...
maklum, efek dari alkohol dalam aliran darah.
..
..
gila.. gw udah coba pelajarin nih subject udah berapa jam yach..
dan resultnya.. masuk di otak kagak, otak buram iya!!
dan inilah jadinya...
setelah menghabiskan lembaran" terakhir notes dengan mendengarkan lagu ngebeat biar ga tidur, dengan mood stress berat..
aku kabur ke blog dan menumpahkan semuanya...

dan saat ini gw lagi di Grand Hall.. buat belajar.
klo di kamar.. di jamin dengan cepat gw dah tidur.. ga sampe 5 menit baca tuh buku bisa lelap udah tidur gw. makanya gw blajar di Grand Hall, biar tetep melek!!!
dan skarang... jam 11 malem....
ada salah seorang murid di sini yang muterin lagu tradisional Cina!!!!!!!
padahal biasanya yang terdengar itu lagu hip hop, ngebeat, yg bisa buat lu ngedance klo dengernya...
efek orang stress................

So Close

This is the song that filled my heart these days.
For me, this song is really romantic, and I even think to use this song as a dance song in my wedding!!!!
hahaha...
it's going to take years before it happens, really.
I'm not planning to get married soon, for sure.
hahaha
Need to finish my studies, and then go to work, have fun, enjoy my life.
^^

This song is one of the soundtrack of Enchanted by Disney.

So Close

By: Jon Mclaughlin

You're in my arms
And all the world is gone
The music playing on
For only two
So close together

And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close

So close to reaching
That famous happy end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...

Oh, how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?

We're so close to reaching
That famous happy end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...

Friday, January 18, 2008

facing the past

Facing the past is really not easy, specially if it's about something that you don't really like to face.
I'm having it now.. to be honest.

but running away is not the answer, I know that.
The only way out is to facing it bravely.
Admit your mistakes.
Ask for forgiveness.

and that's what I'm doing now.

But behind all of these,
I realize that deep inside,
I am afraid..

afraid that my mistakes are not forgiven
afraid that the past problem will be present again
the problem that made me decided to end everything
..
until yesterday
when I realized.. the time is over.
It's been better for both of us
and as a friend,
I am bond to help
for friendship is the only thing that I can offer

and friendship is more pure than relationship
coz friendship is for eternity
a relation that can last what ever happen
without any need to have any feeling
it's just pure..

or at least, that's what I got from my best friends
I know, with them, I will never walk alone
what ever happen
they'll be there for me
and I'll be there for them.
None of them or us that will ever walk alone.
Except if one of us fall.. the others will not fall.
coz if everyone's fall.. who's going to help??
right?
XD

Thursday, January 17, 2008

my last class in this semester



My last class in this semester is Wine and Bar class.
Yup, you can guess from the name..
it's all about liquid that contains Alcohol that you can drink.

in this last class, we studied about spirits.
gin, tequila, absinthe, etc.
these are the liquids that have high percentation in ABV (alcohol by volume).
Because in order to maintain the flavors of the spirit, they need alcohol.
good spirits have minimum of 37% in ABV, and sometimes you saw in bars that they could flame some of the spirits, it need at least 40% in ABV.

If you see the first picture, the first three glass from the left are spirits and the last glass is water.
the color of the spirits are clean, colorless, water white. you could easily be mistaken as water instead!! seriously..
but if you smell them.. you could smell something different..
so, that's how you could differentiate the good spirits with the bad spirits.
the good spirits with high alcohol, could maintain the smell even if you swirl the glass.. (usually you DON'T swirl the glass with spirits, you do it with wine, but not spirits)
so... if it's bad spirit.. with low alcohol.. it's going to hard to differentiate them with water without tasting them isn't it?
xp

the other way to test the quality of the spirits is by adding the equal amount of water to the spirit.
if you still could smell the flavor, it means it's a good one, if not..... it's going to be odorless.

oh yeah, the second glass is absinthe, you could see in the last picture that it's actually change it's color if you add water in it.
the color is cloudy, milky thing.
That's how to differentiate absinthe from the other spirits.

quite interesting isn't it?
but it's the hardest subject at the same time.
Most of the students failed this one.
Just hope that I could pass the final exam next week
xp

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

facing the past

I'm sorry I don't give you any of my news for a long time.
coz I think it's the best for both of us, at least, until the time is better.
I didn't forget you, just to tell you
but I don't have that feeling anymore, I'm sorry

I really hope that you can have a better life
I am
never meant to hurt you..
really..

specially in the worst of time of yours
though I want to comfort you, I don't know how

you said you still miss me.
I'm sorry for causing so much pain in you
I know how you feel and how hurts it could be
coz I've been in that position of yours myself..
and I'm sorry for that.

All that I can offer to you is friendship.
a pure friendship.
could you take that?
would you accept that?

Saturday, January 12, 2008

my 2008 Resolution

I just read an email from my long lost auntie...
^^
It's been a long time since the last time we are in touch, and I'm really happy!!!
apparently she asked me about my 2008 resolutions, and I just realize that I need one after all!!!
Thanks for asking ^^
so, here we go...
  • get honor for my first semester. it means that I must have 90 for my average, well, just hoping. hehe
  • work well for my internship. I'm going to have my internship at school starting this 28 jan
  • be independent. I wish I could save the money from my internship to support myself, so my parents just need to pay for my education and I could provide the rest of the money my self.. (oh I'm really wishing for this one)
  • study well for my second year starting in September
  • have fun, without doing the things that I already promised to my self that I will never do. Though most of my friends here doing them.
  • get a good boyfriend (well, if God give me one.. hahaha, if not.. it's ok, I'm just gonna wait till I met the right one xp)
  • have a better personality

need to study

this Monday.. kithcen exam.
this Tuesday.. French exam
this Friday.. information system exam.
and the next week....... the 'whole' exam is comin....

..
..
..
I have to study
I know I need to study
I really really have to start studying from NOW!!!!!!!
but.. .. .. ..
dunno why..
I don't have the spirit to study
I act as if as I'm still in a holiday

plizz
God, help me, give me spirit to study
avoid me from temptations NOT to study..
coz the only thing I need to do now is..
studying.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Rejections

Aku baru aja gabung di group Republik Indonesia di facebook, dan di situ ada post tentang sebuah blog yang membenci Indonesia. Setelah kubaca blog itu.. rasanya kesel banget dech..

Memang, Indonesia mungkin tidak semaju negara-negara di Eropa atau AS, dan memang ada banyak kekurangan dari segi pemerintahan dan sosial. Tapi itu semua kan bukan alasan untuk membenci Indonesia. Keburukan masyarakat pada umumnya disebabkan oleh kurangnya pendidikan, dan pendidikan itu bukan sesuatu yang gratis di Indonesia, dan mereka masih harus bekerja untuk mendapatkan pangan, papan, sandang.. yang seringnya tidak dapat dicicipi oleh kaum papa, boro boro ngomongin pendidikan.

iya, aku akui, Indonesia memang punya banyak kekurangan, tapi sebagai bangsa Indonesia sendiri, kenapa menghina dan mencaci maki bangsa sendiri? Ga ada kerjaan lain apa?

Aku sebagai bangsa Indonesia yang berada di luar negri, memang terasa sekali perbedaannya. Di negara yang menjadi tempat tinggal ku untuk saat ini, memang sangat teratur kalau dibandingkan dengan Indonesia. Tapi aku tetap cinta Indonesia!!! Ga ada yang mengalahkan lezatnya makanan Indo!! Indomie aja sampe diekspor ke sini dengan harga berkali-kali lipat.. Sampe agak sedih rasanya klo lagi mau makan indomie.. hehehe
Coba dech ke AS, cek di toko".. banyak juga yang menjuat barang" made in Indonesia. Bahkan sampai ke toko" yang bermerek, labelnya 'Made in Indonesia', dan memang barang" ini khusus untuk didagang ke luar negeri, jadi ga bakal bisa dibeli di Indonesia, dan kualitasnya itu bagus!! sudah berapa kali aku beli baju di luar negeri tapi labelnya 'made in indonesia' semua...

Orang-orang luar memang banyak yang tidak mengenal nama Indonesia, apalagi benderanya. Sekolahku ini bisa dibilang sekolah internasional, murid"nya berasal lebih dari 60 negara dari segala penjuru dunia. Jadi, di name tag sekolahku, ada nama dan bendera asal negara, dan memang, beberapa kali aku ditanya oleh teman-teman sekolahku, 'Where are you from? Sorry, but I don't recognize your flag'. Dan bahkan, beberapa dari mereka ga tau sama sekali tentang Indonesia, tapi waktu dibilang Bali, semuanya langsung nyambung..


Eitzz.. jangan berpikir bahwa Indonesia seburuk itu dulu di mata dunia. Waktu aku di Bandara Incheon di Korea Selatan, lagi menunggu pesawat untuk balik ke Jakarta, aku sempet ngobrol panjang lebar dengan seorang guru bahasa Inggris asal AS. Waktu dia tau aku berasal dari Indonesia, dia langsung dengan semangat nanya nanya tentang sejarah kemerdekaan Indonesia. Tentang Bung Karno dan kronologinya..
Jujur, saat itu aku kaget, ternyata orang luar tau juga soal ginian, apalagi dia juga tau BANYAK tentang sejarah Indonesia, makanya dia langsung bicara panjang lebar tentang topik sejarah Indonesia itu. Untungnya.. sebagai murid dengan kurikulum Indonesia yang mesti mempelajari berbagai macam pelajaran tanpa pandang bulu itu, aku yang benci pelajaran sejarah, untuk pertama kalinya, bersyukur pernah belajar sejarah, apalagi sejarah Indonesia!!! Jadi aku bisa bicara, dan menjelaskan sejarah Indonesia yang dia kurang tau..

Trus, di sini aku juga punya temen orang Belanda, dan dia tau banget soal Indonesia. Apalagi dia cerita tentang neneknya yang memang Belanda tulen, tapi cinta mati sama Indonesia. Dia cerita neneknya itu, selalu masak makanan Indonesia dan bicara tentang Indonesia. Seorang yang bukan warga negara Indonesia, bukan bangsa Indonesia, tapi berasal dari bangsa asing yang mungkin bahkan lebih cinta Indonesia dari pada beberapa bangsa Indonesia yang sama sekali tidak bangga menjadi Indonesia. Malu ga sih??

Aku di sini, menuntut ilmu di negri orang, berbaur dengan orang-orang dari segala penjuru dunia. Misi kita di sini, bukan hanya belajar semata, tapi juga membawa nama Indonesia di kalangan internasional. Karena kita semua di sini bukan hanya dikenal dengan nama atau wajah atau kelas, tapi lebih dikenal dengan negaranya juga..
dan sudah menjadi kewajiban setiap warga negara untuk membawa nama bangsanya.
Hidup Indonesia!!!
Semoga Indonesia dapat menjadi bangsa yang lebih baik dan menjadi negara maju nantinya.
^^

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Christmas Presentsss


This is the picture of my Christmas Presents...
thanks to all of my friendzzzz...
hehehe

Sunday, January 6, 2008

changing world

beberapa hari lalu aku ngobrol bareng temen"ku
dan kita ngomongin tentang kehidupan kuliah kita
dan...
baru kusadarilah..
kehidupan di sini..
rasanya jauh banget dengan kehidupan aku yang dulu
mungkin juga karena perbedaan iklim, budaya, bahasa
iklim di sini tentu sangat beda dengan iklim negara kelahiranku yang summer all the year
apalagi di sini lagi winter..
keluar tanpa over coat itu.. kayaknya ga mungkin banget bagiku
soalnya gw gampang banget kedinginan, temen"ku aja selalu bilang klo tangan gw tuh dingin banget..
ya.. apa boleh buat, sudah dari sananya begitu
hehe
klo liat ke luar jendela..
pemandanganny pegunungan Alpine yang ditutupi salju..
indah banget, aku akuin..
walau sudah liat setiap hari, aku ga pernah bosen..
sebuah pemandangan yang ga akan pernah didapat di indonesia
bangunan" di sini juga sudah sangat tua.. mereka tetap preserve bangunan tua, dan cuma direnov doang.
sesuatu yang menurutku bagus banget soalnya mengingatkan kita sama sejarah dan yang lebih penting, memberi nuansa ancient yang ntah kenapa.. feel very comfortable and attractive to me.
Mungkin ini juga yang membuat aku sangat tertarik dengan Eropa dari saat pertama kali aku menjejakkan kakiku di benua ini.
rasanya.. memang beda banget
kuliah di sini, tinggal di skul, jalan ke kota terdekat naik kereta.
ga ada keluarga, ga ada telp dari ortu yang nanya 'lagi di mana?' 'sama siapa?' 'jam berapa pulang?'
teman"ku yang bervariasi dalam ras, budaya, dan negara.
ga ada lagi canda dan olok" dalam bahasa palembang.
otomatis semua ini sudah merubah diriku..
salah satu kemampuan manusia sebagai makhluk hidup itu adalah kemampuan beradaptasi.
aku telah beradaptasi dengan lingkungan baru, walau tentu aku masih memegang prinsip dari lingkunganku dulu.
soalnya.. prinsip" yang sudah kupegang erat sejak dulu itu, sudah menjadi part of me.
itu sudah menjadi bagian dari jati diriku.
kalau aku melihat kembali ke belakang..
ke masa" sma dan smp ku..
rasanya masa" itu sudah lama sekali berlalu
walau aku masih merasakan 'spirit' dari masa" itu...
kerinduanku akan teman" dari masa itu
teman" yang mungkin entah kapan dapat kutemui lagi..
tapi benar" sudah menjadi bagian dari hidupku so deep so I can never forget them!
masa" yang sangat indah dalam hidupku...
masa" yang bagaikan mimpi indah belaka
dan layaknya mimpi indah lainnya,
saat kau terbangun ke dunia nyata
sadar bahwa itu cuma mimpi, sesuatu yang tak untuk jadi nyata
setidaknya masa itu sudah tidak nyata lagi dan mungkin tak akan pernah jadi nyata lagi..
dan layaknya mimpi indah lainnya,
saat kau terbangun ke dunia nyata...
mimpi itu terasa jauh dan mengabur..
seiring dengan jalannya hari

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Deep regret

Dear,
sorry that I have long not spoken to YOU,
sorry that I live my life in my way and forget YOU
though saying your name everyday
doesn't mean that I remember YOU everyday..
looking for YOU only when I need YOU
even then, sometimes forget to say thank you
but I know you are always there
waiting for me to notice YOU in my wonderful life
that YOU set up secretly only for ME
watching me quietly in my days
waiting for ME
now and on,
please just remind me
make me stop in a minute or even in a second
to notice YOU
to be grateful for everything that YOU gave
..
..
^^


Adding:
The best song that describes my deep regret:

(Indonesian version)

CINTA SEJATI
Saat kurenungkan hidup bersamaMu
seringkali ku melupakanMu
berjalan sendiri seakan kumampu
lalui tanpa kekuatanMu
Smakin berat beban hidupku
Smakin kumenjauh dariMu
Namun ada cinta yang tak pernah berlalu
cinta yang kudapat dari Mu
tlah teruji lalui rintangan sang waktu
Kau mati bagiku...
Berkorban untuk diriku....

(english version)

TRUE LOVE
When I think about living my life with YOU
very often of me forgetting YOU
walk alone as if I could
through it all without YOUR strength
The harder my life
the more I went away from YOU
But there's a love that never gone by
the love that I got from YOU
it has passed the trials of time
YOU've died for me...
sacrificed for me...

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Liburan..

Dari tanggal 28-30 December 2007 aku pergi ke Jerman, diundang temen akrab gw.
sebenernya sih.. gw ga ada visa schengen.. xp
jadi imigran gelap dech gw..
hahaha
tapi berhubung naik kereta lokal, jadi aman" aja tuh..
temen gw sih yang jamin..
klo ga dijamin,, aku juga ga berani xp
jadi gw pergi ke Freiburg
kota ini unik banget...
bener" kuno dan modern at the same time..
banyak bangunan yang ada tahun dibangunnya, dan itu.. umurnya dah berabad"..
keren banget..
dan diantara bangunan tua yang direnovasi, ada bangunan modern.
soalnya, pas perang, kota itu udah dibom 2 kali, makanya jadi ada bangunan baru diantar bangunan lama.
jadi bagian bangunan baru itu, tempet kena bom dulu....
lumayan sih, skalian belajar sejarah..
hehehe
xp
gw juga nyicipin makanan jerman, kayak sosis dan beer-nya.
hehe
enak.. ^^
perjalanan 4 jam one way, bisa dibilang sangat worth it..
hehe
thanks michael, for inviting me to your country ^^